Tuesday, May 31, 2011

I owe it to you.



I owe you laughs

on those silly jokes.

I owe you your lucky pen

that I once stole.


I owe you that chocolate

you seemingly forgot about that day.

I owe you those sorries

I never cared to say.


I owe you those pats

that you'd so encouragingly give.

I owe you those pep talks

on how marks should never be the motive.


I owe you those unspoken issues

you so easily seemed to guess.

I owe you that love

I never bothred to express.


I owe it to you brother.

I really do.


- 24th August, 2010



Being the only child of my parents, I have always felt the need of a sibling, an elder brother at that. That protectiveness, that guidance, that love and those fights are something I truly miss. So this post is dedicated to the brother I never had.


Also, I have decided that I am not going to let this place die. It's too precious for me to let it wither away, just like that. A lot has happened in the meanwhile, life has changed a hell lot. Many people walked in, many people left, and many people stayed, and have grown to become very dear friends. Thanks AC for bringing me back on my feet here, I needed that push. :)


Hopefully, I shall be regular from now on, but as usual, exams going on. I started this blog when I was done with my 12th Standard, and now, in a couple of weeks, hopefully, I shall be done with my graduation. Time flies, did someone say? :)


And I hope all of you are doing well too. Love. :) And I hope you haven't forgotten me. :) Rest in next, now am off to study for tomorrow's exam. Cheerios. Take care, God bless. :)

6 comments:

Priyadarshini Joyce said...

This is suchaa delightful post. I can completely get u on this and u know why. :)

and btw glad to see a post here on blogspot ...


ps:) frm yesterday on i'm seeng tat almost evy1 who started blogging in 2008 is remembering those days ...strange na..:P

Suresh Kumar said...

Welcome back.... A nice post... I also yearned for a younger sister whom I could have scolded :)....

All the best for your exams... Its been a month since u have been writing exams i believe... These exams seems like draupadi's saree... never ending... :)

Richa said...

So good to see you too back Tara. :)
It looks like a happy place again. With u, i and a lot of other people back again! :)
Also, the poem is so touching. :) i have a younger bro, who acts like an older one. SO this becomes close to my heart too :)

Love!

Arjun said...

Oh goodness!! I mean, I feel sad for you. People need siblings seriously.
But very well written Tara.. I dint know who or wat u r talking about until the end. And at the end it was like.... :)

Good that u r back into blogging now. You deserve to be here you stupid. :)

Cheers..!!
Arjun aka AC aka tatha aka ??? watever... :)

Tara said...

@PJ

You've read this on the WP blog na? :) Thank you for the sweet comment sissy. :):-* That's very true ya, almost everyone is very nostalgic about those days. I miss those days, I wish things could get back to the way they were. Sigh. Am making an attempt. Good days. :)

@Suresh

Thank you for the wonderful comment ya! :) Not one month ya, it's been one month since I deactivated my FB account, that's it. Exams started on 20th May. Am done with 4 papers so far, have 3 left. Exams finish on 16th. :) Draupadi's saree? Lol! :D

Tara said...

@Richa

So good to see you too! :D I want the old days back, somehow. We all were such a dear family. :) And something tells me that things will be back to normal very very soon. :) Lucky you, you have a brother! :) I so miss not having one, go give your brother a hug! :)

@RJ/AC/Thatha/Arjun ;)

:( I feel sad for myself ya. That is why everyone I see becomes my brother/sister, ille anna? :) Thanks for the appreciation da, and Mr.Oh-so-wonderful writer, you please get back to blogging too. I need another shot of vodka with dosa. :D